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Thursday, September 24, 2009

BIG BROTHER


you were there when i was born
holding daddy's hand so tightly
saying mummy didn't love you anymore
you cry so hard till you fell down to the ground

years passed by,
daddy left...
together we still surviving the struggle
you shines me with your trust
rain me with advices
and blow me with the wind of love

now that you're already grown up
met the girl of your dream
i couldn't be more happier
i look up to you
more that a father i never had

whatever future may hold
i will always be there for you
for i'm your flesh and blood brother
i will forever care and
forever love you..

AUTHOR: REYNOLD SPINE

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

BFF (bestfriend forever)

"dude,so..you are really leaving tommorow?"

"yeah man..i finally got the chance to pursue my dream..a dream that i was never expect to happen but it finally did.."

"man i'm so happy for you..congrats.."

"are you ok man?because you doesn't sounds like one.."

"i'm fine really..dont mind me.."

"show some excitement will ya!is this how you treat your bestfriend before he leave the state tommorow?c'mon..show me some teeth!"

"stop teasing me!i'm happy and i'm excited,it just..i'm not good at showing it!now stop the tickle thingy!its not funny!"

"what???(burst into a big laugh),man..i'm your best buddy like,forever..this is so not you,you little monkey..where all those crazy dance go??c'mon man.."

"shut the fucking up!..its clear!i'm not happy!"

"because of what?i dont understand.."

"because of you leaving me tommorow..i dont want it to happen.."

"hey,but aren't you the one who encouraged me to do this at the first place?you told me to go for the job interview,saying that you have a good feeling about this and now that its already in my hand,you dont want me to go??"

"oh no..dont get me wrong..i'm happy about the fact that you got this job,that you finally got the chance to spread your wing but i hate letting you go..we're bestfriend,i cant help it but to feel sad and bad..is it wrong for me to feel that way?!"

"man,please dont make it any harder for me!i'm the one whose leaving!its twice harder for me!knowing that i'll be facing a new world,a new life without all my friends and family...without you..but this is life..we have to move forward..unlike you..stuck in this place forever..you should find out whats life really mean dude!go get a life out there!"

"dude!above all people,i thought as a bestfriend,you would understand more why i'm still here and never leave..if only i could,i'd be gone by now but i have a greater responsibilty here than out there!mark that and dont you ever speak like you know everything bout me!see,you already changed and you haven't even make a single step yet"

"then stop getting in my way!"

"i didnt..have i told you to stop?NO!"

"damn!why did you have to complicate things up man?"

"i'm sorry..it just..i'm not used not having you around..whose gonna listen to my stupid break-up story when you're not here?whose gonna laugh at my jokes when i made one?and you havent teach me how to drift a car yet!"

*both laughing*

"silly boy!you deserved a spank in the ass for this damn shit!i'm leaving but it wont change the fact that i'm your best mate..always will and always be..forever!you still can share everything with me and so do i.."

"promise me something dude.."

"anything you said asshole.."

"stop teasing me already!promise me that you will always be there when i need you.."

"i promise!but..you have to buy me a flight ticket for that.."

"damn!"

"easy bro.."

...laugh again....

Author: REYNOLD SPINE 


this story,dedicated to Andres and Sheldon ah..both of u..hahahaha! be a  good fren..

Monday, September 21, 2009

STOP BULLYING ME!!



My friends told me like this ‘ko masi budaklah vie’. I always bullied because of my cepat gelabah. Saya mengaku..me the one yg paling kuat merajuk, nangis .... I am sensitive person.. cepat rasa bersalah, cepat kalut and sometimes blur sampai dunno what to do.. saya sudah besar ba.. already can make my own decision and know where to distinguish good or bad for me..a friend of mine told me to stop acting like a kid..ko sdh besar ba..no need to manja2 lagi..that’s why u always being bullied. Keteh!(it’s mean padan muka)..my besfren told me like that..malu oo..then how? Tu lah..sudah besar but still macam budak..the reason why me still acting like this, bukan saya mau..saya memang manja..then how can I change that? Pastu juz becoz of my ‘chaotic problem’ saja, people bully me..PEOPLE! help me to solve this.. u know what, ‘kekalutan’ juga menyebabkan saya menconteng arang dimuka sendiri…hmm..well,this is embarrassing..sorry people, bukan mau blame u’ols..erm..satu lagi, don’t treat me like a kid..saya sdh besar ba..heehhe,…tolong saya..hilangkan ‘kekalutan’ yang melanda ini..
One thing lg..about Shelby tu..this is the story ah..last time mau buat blog tp xtau mau tulis apa..i’ve told gonsolid and Andres bout this, tp xmo bg url..dondon cakap mcm ni, klu saya tau salah satu ayat atau nama atau pkataan yg ko tulis dblog, saya dpt cari tu blog ko..yala..mmg..lgpun saya blum explore lg mcm mana mau guna blog..erm..then saya cari nama yang ‘org’…tp saya sdh tukar aah..don’t want that name sdh..people laugh at me..ee.jadi knapa la? Bukan cantik meh tu nama? Whatever la u people..mau fikir apa,…



UnTitLeD~


I GUESS YOU ARE RIGHT
I DONT HAVE TO FIGHT
JUST TO TAKE YOU OUT OF MY SIGHT
SO I CAN SEE THE LIGHT

YOU DONT HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE
DONT EVEN THINK OF DROPPING BY
NOW I'M SAILING BY
SO OUR MEMORY CAN PASS BY

I HAVE WRITTEN YOUR NAME ON A PAPER
BUT ONLY TO LET IT ROT BY THE YEAR
I DONT DESERVE THIS PAIN ANY LONGER
BECAUSE I KNOW THIS IS FOR THE BETTER

THANKS FOR YOUR TIME
I KNOW I'M GOING TO BE FINE
I'M NOT YOURS AND YOU'RE NOT MINE
SO PLEASE GET OFF THE LINE

author: REYNOLD SPINE

Angel...

"forgive me angel
i kept ur wings all this while,now i'm giving it back to u
fly away n be free..
u deserved it,for i'm just a cage that holds u back..
the air is for u to breath,
the land is for u to run and explore for a new possibility..
tell me all bout the rainbow when u fly accross one,
send my love to the stars for twinkling my dark night with beautiful little glow..
wherever u r,
just..dont forget to remember me"

AUTHOR: REYNOLD SPINE

2Nd StoRy : TOO LiTTLE ToO LAte...


scene ---outside woman house----

MAN - so i guess i'm not getting your answer tonight?

WOMAN - i'm so sorry..i'm still thinking..sorry to keep you waiting..but,i cant give u the exact answer yet.i'm still considering..lets not rush on this babe..

MAN - considering what babe?am i not good enough for you all this while?we've been seeing each other for like,the longest time..whats more to wait?lets take it to the next level..i promise to love you with all my heart and soul..lets not wait any longer just to figure out our feeling..

WOMAN - but..i still wanna have fun..

MAN - so,it's a NO?

WOMAN - i can't say NO neither YES at the moment..i like you but whats the diffrent the "i love you" words will brings?we're still together aren't we?eventhou we're not exactly a couple..beside,i like what we have now..not fully commited..

MAN -so,is that what you afraid of?a commitment?well then..i'm sorry for rushing you into this..i just hope,one day when you are ready to commit on this ,it's not too late for us..

WOMAN - what do you mean about "too late"?are you seeing someone else other than me?are you going somewhere far??

MAN - i'm not going anywhere babe..i will always be here for you eventhou our relationship is nothing more than just a friend and it will never change the way i feel about you..you are my everything..

the man give a long kiss to the woman's cheeks with tears falling down from his eyes."Goodbye babe..thanks for everything.." he said quietly."for what babe?"the woman replied.silent.he turn his back form the woman sight and head to his car.'strange'says her heart..'stop him..ask him to stay the night with you..'says her heart again..but she's too insensitive to understand her feeling..'you love him..u knew it..deep inside..go tell him!'..'ok!tommorow..now stop it!'she's in a battle with her own feeling..

6 a.m in the morning.sharp!after an anxious "sleepless night waiting for tommorow" she had last night,she's instantly reach for her phone the moment she woke up from her 'so-called' sleep and start dialing his number.'this is the day!i will let you know how much i love you and how lonely i am without you around..i'm so sorry for being so hard-headed all this while..'.."what??no answer!",she yelled unpatiently..dialing..agai

n and again..still no answer.."damn!"she grunt.


suddenly the telephone rings.with a hopefull smile she run toward the phone to pick it up.


"hello...jake!thank god u called!i'm sorry for being such a dumbass,hard-headed bitch,you name it,i deserved it but listen to me..jake,i love you..no doubt..i do..i really really do!"

"samantha..it's me..jake's mother..."

"what?whr..~ where's jake?..is he there?..let me talk to him..i got something urgent and important to tell him..please.."

"samantha,jake is here..but he cant talk to you..he will never ever talk to you ever again.."

"was it something i said last night??i admit it..i was insensitive..i'm guilty as charged..but please..i gotta speak with him..now!"

"samantha..jake's gone..."

"what do you mean he's gone?..gone where?"

"he died last nite after he got involved in a car-accident while he was on the way home..i'm sorry samantha..i wish i could break this to you in good way but i guess there's no better way to.."

"what?...no...jakeeeee!!!!!!!.."

'noo....i should've stop you last night..to tell you how i really feel..i should have never ever let you go last night..jake..i love you!'

but its all just too little too late...

Author: REYNOLD SPINE

promote ni..hehhehehe..love the story...tp not happy ending...anyway, the moral of the story is, make sure deep inside ur heart, ask urself, u love him/her or not...'jgn main api'..u know what i mean..don't play with love feeling...

Sunday, September 20, 2009

No More Chance..


“one more chance babe..just one more chance…"

“stop calling me babe!”

“please..i’ll make it up to you this time around babe..belive me i will..you just need to give me one more try..just as simple as that..”

“damn todd..you already had your chance lots and lots of time but you keep blowing it everytime I gave it to you..why do you think this time wont be any different than before?”

“I promise you it wont be the same again..”


“stop promising something that you will never able to fulfill..i’m tired of having my heart broken time and time again..just leave me alone already..”

“please let me clean up the mess babe..”

“todd,enough is enough..you don’t have to fix it..let the time heals everything.. if you really love me like u claimed yourself to be,start acting like one!let me live my life in peace..”

“but whats the point of loving you if I cant have you?”

“then why did you keep on breaking my heart?is that what u call love?well,if it is then your version of what loves all about is sucks!”

“babe..tell me…where did I go wrong?”

“todd..why??why is it so hard for you to understand?i hate the way you treat me like..everytime you try to change me,it’s become more and more hurtful..why cant you just accept me for who I really am?”

……silent………

“todd…I want nothing from you..i just want you to be a little understanding..todd,I’m not a perfect person..i can never be one but I've tried my best to accept you and all your weaknesses..you’re not so damn perfect yourself but I accept you for whoever you are so why cant you do the same thing to me?why do you have to change me into someone I don’t even know?”

“but I think its best for you..”

“todd,whats best for you doesn’t mean its best for me..i’m not a piece of wood that you can shape into anything you like..i’m a person for crying outloud!there’s a point in my life that I feel like I don’t even know myself anymore..i fucked up!..i’m like a little girl who lost in her own world..and tell me,what did I do to deserved this?”

“babe…..”

“todd,accept it…I was never meant to be yours……”

"please dont go..babe..."

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AUTHOR: REYNOLD SPINE..
( one of my bestfriend:-p)

I really like the story,..what if it is happen to me? How can i face and accept it when i really can't let him go??...................................................